Happy Birthday Natalie and Abby!

It's hard to believe. Natalie and Abby turned 3 years old today. I have pictures and more to say about their party, but I wanted to take a few minutes before midnight to tell them how much I love them.


Natalie and Abby,

You can't possibly imagine how much you are loved. 3 years ago, we were preparing for your far-too-early birth. Despite our fears, we were so excited - and yes, happy. We knew you were very, very early. We knew you would be very, very tiny. We knew you might not make it. But, we also knew being born was your best chance. Outside of Mommy the doctors could help you. This gave me hope - and made me happy.

It's been a long road, but when I look at you both, you are so beautiful and so amazing, and I can't believe how far you have come. I love your humor and the things you both say. I love the way you play and imagine and explore your world. I love the way you love to "read" your books and hug your Mouse and Baby Bean. I love the way you love each other and check on each other and take care of each other. You fill me with joy and make me smile. You bring more happiness to my life than I could have ever imagined.

There are times I wish I could keep you as my little girls forever. Poppy says that all daddies (and mommies) should have one day a year they can make their children any age they want to live it all over again. I know I will one day wish I could re-capture this time and spend a day with you again as 2 year olds. You are growing up so fast, and even though I spend all day almost every day with you...I sometimes feel it slipping by and think I'm missing it. My goal for your third year, is to slow down, spend more time with you and live every day in the moment. I want to hang on and cherish every moment of how precious you are and how much I love you.

As much I wish I could slow time down and live in this moment forever, I am also so excited to see what the next year brings. I can't wait to explore the world with you, experience the wonder of it through your eyes and embrace the magic of it all.

Natalie and Abby, Mommy loves you so much. So, so, so much. Thank you for being in my life. Thank you for being you. Thank you for being my precious little girls. Happy Birthday Babies! I adore you.

All my love,
Mommy